Thursday, August 04, 2005

My Buddies (Part 2) - Xiaobai

Dear Xiaobai,

You are one of my favourite buddies. (not that I do not like the others, of course) I call you Xiaobai (小白)and you call me Xiaohei (小黑). I still remember how we came about these 'endearments' (heehee...) for both of us. I remembered I was very into Crayon Shinchan's cartoon and I love his pet dog in the cartoon which is called Xiaobai. You started calling me Xiaobai but I was always in black so I told you that I should be called Xiaohei instead. From then on, you are Xiaobai to me and I am Xiaohei to you...

I knew you from my second job in SXX company. I remembered that we joined at about the same time in 1997. We were in the different departments then. We were not so close initially. It was just a 'hi-bye' colleague thingey. Then we moved offices and both our departments are seated closely together, plus my department was supposed to support yours so we got more chance to talk to each other.

I personally feel that our friendship grew even stronger when we left the company. We make an effort to meet up and do things together. Our favourite pastimes are to watch movies, eat, eat, eat some more, gossiping over coffee, driving all the way to Jalan Kayu for pratas and teh tareks and driving around Singapore. When we meet, we will just chat non-stop till early hours of the day.

You are a very nice girl. You are pretty, gentle, attractive, ... There are a lot more nice things I can say about you but that will take up a lot of spaces. :P You are simply a very lovable girl. (Tell you a secret, you are such a nice person that my sister idolizes you.) You are always there for me when I needed to talk to someone or have a shoulder to cry on. You knew it when I am feeling down and I always felt better after talking to you.

I have not seen you for about 4 months cos you are in Germany now. We will still chat online to tell each other how we are getting on with our lives and we will meet up as often as possible to catch up for the lost time when you came back a couple of times every year.

Without you around, my life is not as colourful and exciting as before. I can't wait for you to be back the next time round so that we can do the things that we love to do together. We might not talk to each other as often as we would have loved to but I know deep down in my heart that you will always be my dear friend. Please take care of yourself in Germany, k?

I miss you so much... *hugz, hugz*

Luv forever,
Xiaohei

5:19 PM

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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

My 2 Missing Lovers

Why do I have to suffer the same kind of fate in a short 3 months? Why do they have to treat me like this? Did I not treat them well that they have to leave me in such a way? They could have at least broke the news to me in a nicer way. I would have accepted it gracefully.

I met N6 in December 2004. When I first met N6, I do not think he is good looking nor do I fell in love with him immediately. I would say he is nice though. He was with me day and night... He will be there next to me when I sleep and wake up everyday. As the days went by, I slowly fell in love with him and could not bear to be apart with him at all. Then 1 day in April, a day after my birthday, he decided to leave me... No reason was given. He just left me...

I was very sad for the next couple of days. My sister decided to bring me out to cheer me up. She introduced me to N7. I fell in love with N7 immediately but I felt that I should at least mourn for N6 and not get too involved with N7 so soon... Unknowingly, N7 crawled his way to my heart. I was mesmerised by him. He slowly replaced N6 in my life. We were having the time of our lives. Then he left me this morning. Again no reason was given. He just left me...

Coincidentally, both N6 and N7 left themselves in a cab when they decided to leave me... If you have not guessed by now, N6 and N7 are my handphones. N6 and N7 are Nokia 6230 and Nokia 7260 respectively. I lost both of them in cabs within 4 months. It was terrible. N7 was a birthday gift given to me by my sister and had great sentimental value. Handsets aside, the contacts are very valuable to me too. Not to mention the photo gallery with all my love ones' pictures... The lovey dovey smses from him. *sigh*

Why can't people who found handphones return them to their owners? I would have done that. In fact, I had done that twice. I returned the handphones that I found to the owners. I really do not want to sound evil or bitchy but I cannot help it.. I have to curse the 2 person who picked up my handphones and refused to return them. I curse that they will lost my handphone and then lost their own handphone too. Grrr...

11:31 PM

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