Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Why today?
I actually had had this blog for a few months already. I even put up a couple of posts before but I thought they were too boring for people to read so I took them down. But now I have decided that I just want to put down my everyday's feeling. I now declare that frenzylove is my new found friend, one whom I can confide in on anything and everything. Thanks, dear...
I have very mixed feeling about my ex-boyfriend now... We were together for 8 years but we broke up in April this year. It has been almost 3 months now. Like every couple, we had our ups and downs in our 8 years together. Today he asked to reconcile our relationship but I am skeptical about it. I am worried that we will end up with the same problems again. He said he will 'comply to my needs'. Lest you think I am a demanding b*tch, let me assure you that I'm not. I just want to spend more time with him. When I said spend more time, I don't even mean everyday of the week. I am only saying about twice a week. He used to be so busy that I usually only meet him once a week. When have you seen a couple that only spend their time together once a week? I feel that he's taking me for granted after a while. I think I spent more time with my friends than him.
Now that he asked for a reconciliation, I am really tempted and happy. I admit that I still have feelings for him and he can still easily affect my mood but I am also scared at the same time. What am I to do now? I pray to god to give me some indication...
I have very mixed feeling about my ex-boyfriend now... We were together for 8 years but we broke up in April this year. It has been almost 3 months now. Like every couple, we had our ups and downs in our 8 years together. Today he asked to reconcile our relationship but I am skeptical about it. I am worried that we will end up with the same problems again. He said he will 'comply to my needs'. Lest you think I am a demanding b*tch, let me assure you that I'm not. I just want to spend more time with him. When I said spend more time, I don't even mean everyday of the week. I am only saying about twice a week. He used to be so busy that I usually only meet him once a week. When have you seen a couple that only spend their time together once a week? I feel that he's taking me for granted after a while. I think I spent more time with my friends than him.
Now that he asked for a reconciliation, I am really tempted and happy. I admit that I still have feelings for him and he can still easily affect my mood but I am also scared at the same time. What am I to do now? I pray to god to give me some indication...
12:20 AM
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